For the record, I hate everything. Everything. This has been literally one of the worst weeks of my life and it seems to be getting progressively worse. One, I didn't finish 2 projects and 1 paper. Two, I got into a fucking huge fight with my parents, whom I live with still and have no money to move away from, Three, I got a fucking speeding ticket and a no insurance citation literally 20 yards from my destination and got my license taken away. I will not have it until November. I have no motivation to finish/do anything, I have no job and no time to get one really except weekends but no where is hiring JUST weekends, so this is nearly impossible. I have no money of my own and have to literally beg for the money for my necessities that my parents promised they would provide me if I went to college. I get screamed at constantly for things that I haven't done or don't do or would never do. I get screamed at for not being home, I get screamed at for being home. I even get screamed at for things they they themselves have done but need to blame on someone else. Guess who?
You know what sounds good right now? Being away from home for a few days at least, with a bottle of vodka, a lot of sleep, and someone who actually gives a shit about me. Oh hey, NIU, here I come!
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